I'm volunteering for SDP this year, but I really wanted to share this note I got this morning on the Arts Community e-group (names withheld).Dedicated to Chiam See Tong and all Singaporeans*
In this General Election, I may appear to some people as a kind of political whore. My best friend and I were running all over the island to attend the nominations and rallies. We have not stopped thinking about Singapore (some of you may dismiss it as "politics") since the nomination day, even in our sleeps, and I know that we are not alone. I have many friends who are doing the same, and those who don't run around like a getai star are always faithfully at the computer feeding us up-to-date information like the statellite (you know who you are :)).
It is as if the elections have consumed our lives, but I would like to see it that we are all woken up, and realised that if we do not actively participate and claim our narratives, there is no doubt that the ruling party will literally consume all of us.
I have been planning to write a piece on the six reasons why I cannot allow PAP to hold absolute power in parliament, but after attending tonight's rally at Potong Pasir, I can't help myself but to write about how Mr. Chiam See Tong have touched and enlightened me.
I attended two rallies prior to this: SDP and WP rally at commonwealth and serangoon respectively. I was very impressed by the "Winning-11" team that the SDP has garnered as each of them respresented to me a distinct and genuine interest in the "software" (to quote Dr.Ang) of the society - teacher, social worker, ex-political detainee, psychiatrist... I am convinced that they will take care of the less priviledged in the society, and they have promised to give half their allowance to the needy in the community if they were to be elected. Over at WP rally, although I was not particularly impressed by what the candidates had said, the number of people who were there to listen was intoxicating and certainly, WP will be a great catalyst for change in the parliament.
However, after two rallies, I felt I had a bit enough of the PAP bashing. The attack of the lack of accountability and problems of PAP is of course, very relevant and necessary (I am still going around with "vote opposition" statements pasted on my back) but personally I think I am clear enough about the atrocities of the ruling party: What PAP propagates is basically a selfish, self-preserving culture. All the bad policies and tactics they have devised is a result of this warped immoral thinking, and definitely, it is poisoning the society inside out. I had enough of it, yes, I am fed up! And so I really wanted to know what are the dreams of the opposition parties. I wanted to know how they think about human life. I wanted to know how they can lead Singaporeans to feel beautiful again. Is there someone who can wake up the sleeping flowers in our hearts?
I found the answer in Mr. Chiam See Tong today at SPP rally.
Mr.Chiam began his speech with the question of why he decided to leave Potong Pasir and contest in Bishan-Toa Payoh. He answered, "for the promotion of democracy. There can never be democracy if there is no opposition in the parliament." There isn't a fancy slogan like first-world parliament, which at times really makes one wonder what it means. Mr.Chiam's
fight is for democracy, and he will never retire with a peaceful mind if he does not see this happening in Singapore. This is the reason why he has to break a GRC, the dirtiest divide-and-rule tactic the ruling party has devised since JBJ won a seat in Anson.
Do I doubt Mr.Chiam's fight? There is very little room for doubt when you see him in person: frail in physique, strong as steel in the mind, and gentle as a whispering father in his speech. There is almost no room for doubt when you think about how he and Mrs.Chiam have suffered under the government's brutality (he still doesn't have his own office) trying to
serve the residents in Potong Pasir the best that they can. And there is absolutely no room for doubt when you continue listening till the end of his speech, because he values every individual as a human being capable of living her or her life to the fullest, and is not just a pawn or a statistics.
I will describe to you my memory of the conclusion of his speech, which took place after quite a long pause. I imagined that his team was worried it would be too tiring for him to continue, but he insisted to carry on.
Like a grandfather telling a story to his grandchildren, Mr.Chiam told us how Lee Kuan Yew first assessed this man called Chiam See Tong. LKY looked at his O level certificate. (laughter from the crowd)
"He counted very carefully. 1. 2. 3...5. Only 5 O levels?" (another round of laughter)
"How many of you have 5 O level?"
My best friend shouted "I don't have any!" as several in the crowd raised their hands.
Mr.Chiam smiled in his heart (I could feel) and replied,
"Then you and I are the same. And I have become a lawyer now."
At this point, the crowd cheered so loudly that a friend who was sleeping on the other side of the estate was woken up by the uproar. After a round of hearty laughter, the crowd fell silent as Mr.Chiam continued speaking (he apologised in the beginning that we have to be very quiet because he couldn't speak loudly). He told us that it is o.k if we are not as smart as the others, and it is o.k if we do not seem as successful as the others. Some of us maybe late bloomers, but all of us have the potential to be better people, as long as we stay true to ourselves and keep trying.
"When there is life there is hope, when there is hope, there will be change."
I will always remember how effortlessly he had delivered that line and how many people were moved to tears while listening to him speak. Besides the immediate reference that despite two strokes, Mr.Chiam continue his fight for change in Singapore, I believe that these tears are also the most heartfelt human emotions that can only be brought out by the encouragement of a most loving father.
It is okay. It is okay.
You have not failed.
I have not failed.
We have not failed.
Just keep trying, my child,
together, let's keep trying.
With each living breath,
We can be better.
We will be better.
Thank you Mr. Chiam See Tong. I was in such a despair after reading and witnessing so much atrocities and brutality that the ruling party and Lee Kuan Yew have done to gentle people like you, Dr. Vincent Cheng, Ms Teo Suh Lung, Dr. Lim Hock Siew and many more people who have been forever silenced in the PAP version of history. I was in such a despair thinking how Singaporeans will disappear with the influx of yet another 1 million foreigners. I was in such a despair thinking how our children will have to grow up in this self-perserving culture that propagates bottomless fear and arrogance thinking about nothing but Money. But tonight, you have shown me, shown all Singaporeans, the light. And I am not angry and upset anymore.
Singaporeans. This election has nothing to do with GRCs. It is time to stop all these ongoing, useless debates and arguments that the ruling party wants to confuse you with. It is time to stop all the hype about Tin Pei Ling Vs Nicole Seah, Worker's Party conspiracy, Mas Selamat, upgrading lifts, grow and share etc.
This election is, with no doubt, about the past, the present, and the future of Singapore. It is about how PAP has completely crippled our rights to claim the power of our narratives as a living community and worthy individuals. It is about how they do whatever they want without a single question asked or answered. It is about how we, the citizens of Singapore, want the stories of our forefathers and mothers to be remembered and told; It is about how we, the citizens of Singapore, want to write our story from now; It is about how our children, the future citizens of Singapore, can be the writers of their stories without fear.
Ultimately, it is about trying to achieve democracy and equality in Singapore, as long as we have one more living breath.
Singaporeans.
Singapore is not PAP.
I love Singapore very much, but not the PAP.
Please, please don't let them bully and silent us anymore.
*大选后五年如何光景？别再冷眼旁观，请为新加坡投入一份爱心！*
新加坡人一向是温驯的一群，喜欢安分守己，不问世事。
一提到政治，就马上谈虎色变，避而讳言，事关受华文教育的上一代人，为了“关心社会
”而做出的牺牲太大了，以致大家觉得只要赚够钱，让家人有一个窝就好了，什么叫做“民主”，只是一个抽象的问题，于己无关。没钱的只盼有钱供一个组屋，有钱的梦想有朝一日买更大的房子，很多人于是不敢投反对票，怕人民行动党的恐吓，怕选区得不到提升，产业的增值就没有保障。问题是，放眼一看就知道，五年十年一晃，新加坡已经不再是我们过去脑海中的人间天堂了，我们恐怕不能再沉迷于泡影之中了！
今年大选所爆发的空前82席激烈争战实在反映了一点：新加坡民主党、国民团结党等各自奋起提出政治方针（还有“影子预算案“），以及工人党呼吁的第一世界国会和人民行动党的一党专政之间，所关系到的已经不单是“抽象”的“民主”问题，而是低收入家庭和许多就业人士切身的“民生”问题。现在新加坡的外来人口，已经占了总人口的百分之四十，简直骇人听闻（人力部长林瑞生光明正大地说：两个新加坡人对一个外国人，比率“刚刚好”），这所带来的社会问题是可想而知的。这不是一个某某国度的移民和本地民性存在隔阂的问题，而是新加坡一个弹丸小国的人口负荷问题，包括了随着外来人口而来就业问题以及物价、房价高涨的问题。试想现在生活都成问题，人们的公积金还都埋在房屋贷款的无底洞里头，退休后还有什么活路？而政府除了建赌场以外，还在为社会作什么建设呢？
新加坡的经济增长（双位数的起伏波动）和人民生活已经成了两回事。从2001年至2010年，新加坡平均工资的实际增长只有1.1%。根据人力部2009年统计，新加坡家庭中位数收入为2720元，这要是以一家四口计算，根本不够开支。至于新加坡的失业率，自从人力部2006年的3.2%连受雇的外劳也计算在内，本地人的就业实情已经难以说清。网上可以看到这样的故事：本地电脑人才，三年前因为公司一律改聘外地（廉价）员工而遭受裁员，为求生计当了德士司机，经济拮据让他无法不到HDB去要求卖掉五房式组屋，他们说不行，他只好说他跳进MRT火车轨自尽，他们才让他卖掉搬入三房式。但如此一般穷途末路，何止一人？
难怪这回选举中，反对党群众大会数以千计的盛况，和人民行动党的小猫两三只（一些中老年人士，还都是RC包巴士送过去，连送一包饭），已成了强烈的对比。反对党的竞选人士的素质和过去的比起来，也已经是今非昔比，工人党的最新王牌，是英美顶尖大学毕业的法学博士、叱咤国际金融业的商业律师陈硕茂，而民主党的行列中，有毕业自英国的社会工作者Vincent
Wijeysingha博士，有前副总理吴作栋当年首席秘书陈如斯（他本人写了一份报告，分析政府这些年来以船厂、电子厂为经济重点，大量依靠外劳的弊病），还有1987年因内安法身陷囹圄的退休律师张素兰（她一直在为穷人提供免费法律服务；著有《蓝色闸门之外》一书）等等。
其中最耀眼的新星，当然是团结党的巾帼英雄佘雪玲。网上已经把支持她的人潮，和孙燕姿的演唱会相比。她年仅24，却已有大将之风，义正言辞地道出了平民的心声，我们要是说新加坡年青人一向对政治有冷感，她已经象征了新一代的转捩点。现在大选当前，行动党忙着送红包收买民心，但可笑的是，眼见反对党的竞选活动如火如荼地展开，他们便宣布说工资理事会吁请雇主多加薪，另一方面，他们还吁请小贩六个月内不要加价。要是连购买选票都不愿意自己掏腰包，这是一个怎样的政权？佘说得好：你们要小贩六个月不加价，但是成本费用（柴米油盐、水电租金？）不减，这还不说明了当政的根本连人民生活问题的关键都视而不见？
当今网上资讯四通八达，博客、面簿、视频已经成了非官方的自由新闻渠道，纸是包不了火的，尤其是擅于英文的网民，对当政者的声讨已经连绵不绝。我们自认是华校生的，也不能再畏缩，缄默了。很多新加坡人还存在一种错误的观念，以为行动党就是政府，公务员也只能对行动党唯命是从。其实行动党多年来垄断政权的方法也很简单，就是一个金字塔模式，一层一层地笼络，所以总理部长的薪金最为惊人，再来是照顾公务员的饭碗，而很多中层阶级的生活也不错，但穷人呢？GST消费税照样收。民主党要求政府考虑让柴米油盐之类的基本必需品扣除2%，行动党一下就把提议打下来，连大选之际，财政部长Tharman
Shanmugaratnam也顶多担保7%五年不变，请大家回顾上一次大选，一上台几个月，GST就起了，这回不起，难道不会有别的变相收税？
网上视频有一个穷困老妇女在2006年被警察抓走的录像，她没犯什么法，只是心想亲近总理李显龙，把他当包公。我们要是不把几个反对党议员选入国会为人民反映心声，难道也跟她一样梦想见包公吗？新加坡2009年的国家预算里，34%（150亿元）给了国防、内安、外交，0.25%（1.1亿元）给穷人，给老人家和残缺人士更少（4.2千万）。大家说，我们还坚持要高干子弟当议员，还是要有良知的当议员？象佘雪玲这样的人才，她就说：我们要是都贪图荣华富贵，那还不如参加行动党算了？民主党还承诺，要是中选，就把议员收入一半贡献给选区帮穷人。
我国戏剧家及艺术教育家郭宝崑写过一篇史诗般的剧作：《郑和的后代》。故事一方面像是形容华侨先驱飘洋过海南来，接触新文化的心路历程，另一方面讲述的却是身为太监的悲哀。剧本里说，有一种最高明的阉割方法，其实不用直接用刀，而是用手慢慢地按摩孩童的下体，孩子只觉得舒服，以为有保姆在照顾他。日复一日，慢慢地，他就什么功能都丧失了，从此没‘种’了！亲爱的读者，亲爱的新加坡同胞，世界人口又在运动了，我们是否就接受弱肉强食的现实，接受我们被淘汰的可能，接受我们经历新加坡‘独立’建国的这几代文化，都只是殖民政策换手之下的一个牺牲品？
新加坡资政李光耀可以信口开一个数目，说新加坡需要90万个外劳。新加坡法律部长K.
Shanmugam可以说新加坡其实不是一个国家，而是一个城市。新加坡职总助理秘书长杨莉明可以说工人党和民主党提出的最低工资是“冷饭”，无需浪费时间。（其实全世界超过90%国家都有最低工资，中国有，马来西亚也在推出方案）新加坡卫生部长许文远可以说新山的安老院便宜，有车开过去不远。其实你我都可以学人家说，‘国家’经济或是‘城市’经济为前提，每个外劳的三四百元外劳税（人力部网站说是为了“控制”外劳人数），自有经济的道理。但我们放弃了国家的概念，是否也要放弃给予所有工友一个尊严，放弃“老吾老，以及人之老”的一个概念？刘程强提出新组屋调低价格，和收入中位数水平挂钩，发展部长马宝山就说这是“盗储备金”？那么反对党都是土匪还是山寨好汉？
今年是辛亥革命的一百周年。满清政府腐败无能，垂帘听政，挥霍无度，终于落得个悲剧下场。但要是当年改革维新成功，是否历史就应该重写呢？我们该不该连一个“维新”也不敢设想，说成是造反？又很巧，这个五月七、八日的周末原本该作为去年母亲节力挺母语活动的一周年纪念。但既然这么巧碰上大选，是否等于说就省了这一份心，收了红包袋袋平安，管它社会下来五年是什么道路，母亲只教我们听天由命？反对党这一回站在同一战线，背水一战，选民是否还停留在到超级市场购物的心态，贪小便宜，把命运交给别人决定？
最后谨此以两段诗歌献给大家，引自新加坡作家贺巾描绘五十年代华校生的小说《巨浪》：
“不做飘浮的白云
不慕高悬的明星
我愿是那浩海的巨浪，
随著狂风怒吼，
迎著朝霞歌唱。
... ...
明星讥讽我平凡
月光喜欢我犷悍
尽管海底有
暗流、险滩
把我阻拦
我最终要
涌起一座山，
把天地翻转，
把天地翻转！”
